BAOC!

Day camp so it's missing out on that bit of awesomeness.

Nevertheless, I realize now that it's just not in my nature to come out of my shell and.. Attempt to stand out. I will remain and always be this insignificant because that's just how I am.

Maybe I should come to terms with myself and learn to live with it instead of finding ways to change it but failing each time because I'm just not up to it and don't know what exactly there is to be done.

Big sigh.

BAOC is, unfortunately, not pure awesomeness. That said, it is awesome enough for me to not regret attending it.

The fault probably lies with myself because of the aforementioned, absolutely detested characteristic of myself. So yeah.

Anyway, last day tomorrow. I hope things work out well.

Fish out of water. I'm not sure I'll ever be up to it.